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[23 Feb 2005|10:21pm]


this journal is dead. as it stands, i have become far too outspoken in my beliefs and actions to continue updating my life in a forum as public as this. i have created a new journal that is 100% friends only. check to see if i added you on that journal, and if i didn't, don't throw a fucking hissy fit about it. i only added journals that i actually read when they show up on this friends list. don't take it personally if yours wasn't one of them.

i will occasionally update this journal if there is something that i feel it is important for the livejournal public to know.

to the people who only added this journal very recently (ray, brett, meredith nj), sorry about this.. i know how much of a pain in the ass it is.

and JOEY COX, add my new lj to the moderators list on the 732 community... you'll know the new lj, it added you.

one more thing: thank you to anyone and everyone who wished me a happy birthday.. it really means a lot.
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[11 Feb 2005|04:07pm]

rest in peace, you goddamn legend.
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[19 Jan 2005|07:11pm]
i'm going to get a lot of shit for this, and i don't care.

i'm sick of having to keep such a close watch on my livejournal friends list for fear of not checking it for a day, thus making myself spend over an hour catching up when i do get to the computer.

so i deleted a lot of you.

if i deleted you, odds are that at least one of the following was the case:

i don't know you in real life
i met you once or twice
we haven't talked or seen each other in a really long time
you post too fucking much

there were very few exceptions to these.

please, if i deleted you, understand that it isn't because i dislike you. don't take it personally, and don't ask me to add you back, because even with the deletions, my friends list is still out of hand.

also, if you're one of the journals i deleted, you don't have to delete me if you don't want to. either way, i really could care less.. but keeping me on your friends list won't serve much purpose, because the vast majority of my posts are friends only.
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[15 Dec 2004|09:26pm]
new AIM screen name:

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[04 Nov 2004|05:36pm]
the shit stain known as these past few weeks just keeps smearing...

i got fired today.

there's a good 80% chance that i'm homeless within a few hours... anyone who thinks that i'm exaggerating about this does not know my parents. the very last thing they will ever do when i fuck up is think rationally.

ordinarily, i loathe the status quo... but goddamn, what i wouldn't give to have a normal life right about now.
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[28 Oct 2004|07:07am]
there's something that has really REALLY been pissing me off lately.

i am a democrat. i am voting for john kerry and john edwards on tuesday's election. i am doing that for my own reasons, and i keep to myself about it. i enjoy the occasional anti-bush cartoon, and i loved that website i posted a little while ago that highlighted my personal favorite word flub of his.

do i give a shit if you're voting republican, though? not one bit. if you have a valid reason to vote for bush, i'm not going to try and stop you. you have obviously put thought into your decision and are voting for the candidate who you would like to lead this country.

everyone in this country has a voice, and a right to be heard. it seems that in this past year or so, however, my fellow democrats/liberals think that they deserve a louder voice than everyone else. it's gotten completely out of hand. people around me who are planning on voting for bush are constantly berated by left-wingers who love to claim how "open-minded" they are... whereas, i haven't heard a single negative thing said to me by any of my republican friends about my vote.

especially in the punk/hardcore/indie/etc. scene.

it seems that the general mentality of a kid who goes to shows, is more or less: "nofx told me that bush is an idiot, so i bought 25 anti-bush t-shirts. kerry sucks too, but i'll vote for him because he's not bush. is the next band on? i hope they say something about the election, i'll clap."

all of a sudden, every kid who didn't give two shits before is now a political analyst. 13 year old kids who have not one thing at all to do with this election or whatever presidency comes of it can't get enough of the "not my president" t-shirts.

and then there are the republicans, minding their own business and taking everything in stride. god forbid a singer of a hardcore band supports the republican party! he should be banned from the stage! my friends and i should beat up after the show, he deserves it for having a different opinion than me, that fucking faggot.

i'm sick of it. i'm going to go to the poll and vote for john kerry and john edwards next week. if you want to vote for george bush, i do not give two fucks. if you want to write your dog's name in the ballot, go ahead. YOU'RE AN AMERICAN. YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO VOTE FOR WHOMEVER YOU WANT TO, AND I'M NOT GOING TO BE ONE TO ACT LIKE YOU DON'T.

fuck you
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[08 Aug 2004|06:53am]
dear new jersey,

what the fuck is going on here?

am i the only person who isn't two-faced anymore? i am completely honest with all of my friends, and i know maybe a dozen people at most for whom i could say the same.

are real people offensive or something? or do i have to exist only on myspace to have people give a flying fuck about my feelings... fuck this. fuck this scene, fuck your bullshit genre-of-the-month ways, and fuck your goddamn hypocritical politics. GUESS WHAT? THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT ONE SPECIFIC PERSON. THERE'S ABOUT AN 80% CHANCE THAT IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I AM TALKING TO YOU.

i love getting criticized for dressing fashionable... especially by kids who wear nothing but camo shorts, and just got rid of all their diesel jeans last month. wake up, morons. anti-fashion is the new fashion, and for people who talk so hard about conformity, you all do seem to dress exactly the same. i do own and frequently wear camo shorts, but unlike most people who rock them, i have a fucking brain with which to fully recognize and admit that it is a FASHION.

forget it. i am going to two shows for the rest of this month-- warped tour and evergreen terrace. there are about a dozen bands, maybe more, who i will go see on a whim if they come around. if you really give a shit to hang out with me, we'll fucking go bowling or see a movie or something.

i have real friends. people who actually care about helping me out. people who don't criticize me and shit talk me for being ME. because that's all that i can be, is myself. if you can give me a good solid reason why i should be fake like you, then please.. let's hear it. until then, however, i am going to continue to be me. if you don't like it, well guess what? i don't owe jack fucking shit to anyone but myself and the people who care about me.

yeah, i've made mistakes. i'll never say i haven't. but here's the difference between people like me and fucking fakes like you: i learn my lesson. i can honestly say that i have learned a lesson from just about every mistake that i've made. my strong belief in the straight edge lifestyle comes from a lesson learned. my being a cautious driver comes from lessons learned. it all comes into play somewhere in my life. and it seems i've made a mistake in trusting a lot of you.


brad joseph glazer-swift

p.s. - attn: people who love to give everyone the impression that you've always been into hardcore-- ___brightest has been updated accordingly.
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[01 May 2004|07:50pm]

my parents are planning on throwing out a pair of perfectly good bookshelves. seriously, great condition but we have no room for them because they just bought new ones.

68" high
27" wide
8" deep

if you want them and can get to my house to pick them up today or tomorrow, they're yours. (sarah732, i just sent you an IM about this and you're away from your computer. you are an exception to this because of your foot... if you happen to want them, i'll drive them to you)
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[21 Apr 2004|12:19pm]
i'm sorry it had to come to this, guys...

comment to be added, if you're not already.
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